I have to many things on my mind always & I feel a little lost these days, so I created a blog. This seems to be a nice way of penning down things & also staying connected to many of the same kind. At this very moment I have a hundred things on my mind & most of them are silly.
To list a few:
How do I try & get a project I like to work for?
How long will I take to learn Calligraphy?
Should I learn Contemporary dance?
Is my new tee worth the money I spent?
Should I relocate & explore new career options?
How do I loose weight
What do I do to earn more money & so on.....
But the best part is I am never free. There is no peace in my mind ever. Even when I sleep I have these & many more thoughts bothering me. I wake up every morning with a subconsicous list of things to be done both professional & personal.
This subconcious traumatic listing is very much present on the weekends also. So, a Saturday morning is the same as any other weekday or even more worser as I have more time & no office.
I was trying to trace this back to its root cause & all that I could recollect someone telling me "To succeed in life , an Individual has to learn daily & has to be a better performer today than He was yesterday".
Since, that day which I guess was year & a half ago till today I have always wanted to do everything possible I could to learn & be better. There was a time when I jotted down all the things I did throughout the day & compared it to the previous. And, now with time I have a virtual diary in my MIND which keeps reminding me of all the things that are yet to be done.
Good or bad I still can't decide but I really want to know whether I am the only one or there are many out there.
To list a few:
How do I try & get a project I like to work for?
How long will I take to learn Calligraphy?
Should I learn Contemporary dance?
Is my new tee worth the money I spent?
Should I relocate & explore new career options?
How do I loose weight
What do I do to earn more money & so on.....
But the best part is I am never free. There is no peace in my mind ever. Even when I sleep I have these & many more thoughts bothering me. I wake up every morning with a subconsicous list of things to be done both professional & personal.
This subconcious traumatic listing is very much present on the weekends also. So, a Saturday morning is the same as any other weekday or even more worser as I have more time & no office.
I was trying to trace this back to its root cause & all that I could recollect someone telling me "To succeed in life , an Individual has to learn daily & has to be a better performer today than He was yesterday".
Since, that day which I guess was year & a half ago till today I have always wanted to do everything possible I could to learn & be better. There was a time when I jotted down all the things I did throughout the day & compared it to the previous. And, now with time I have a virtual diary in my MIND which keeps reminding me of all the things that are yet to be done.
Good or bad I still can't decide but I really want to know whether I am the only one or there are many out there.
