I have to many things on my mind always & I feel a little lost these days, so I created a blog. This seems to be a nice way of penning down things & also staying connected to many of the same kind. At this very moment I have a hundred things on my mind & most of them are silly.
To list a few:
How do I try & get a project I like to work for?
How long will I take to learn Calligraphy?
Should I learn Contemporary dance?
Is my new tee worth the money I spent?
Should I relocate & explore new career options?
How do I loose weight
What do I do to earn more money & so on.....
But the best part is I am never free. There is no peace in my mind ever. Even when I sleep I have these & many more thoughts bothering me. I wake up every morning with a subconsicous list of things to be done both professional & personal.
This subconcious traumatic listing is very much present on the weekends also. So, a Saturday morning is the same as any other weekday or even more worser as I have more time & no office.
I was trying to trace this back to its root cause & all that I could recollect someone telling me "To succeed in life , an Individual has to learn daily & has to be a better performer today than He was yesterday".
Since, that day which I guess was year & a half ago till today I have always wanted to do everything possible I could to learn & be better. There was a time when I jotted down all the things I did throughout the day & compared it to the previous. And, now with time I have a virtual diary in my MIND which keeps reminding me of all the things that are yet to be done.
Good or bad I still can't decide but I really want to know whether I am the only one or there are many out there.
To list a few:
How do I try & get a project I like to work for?
How long will I take to learn Calligraphy?
Should I learn Contemporary dance?
Is my new tee worth the money I spent?
Should I relocate & explore new career options?
How do I loose weight
What do I do to earn more money & so on.....
But the best part is I am never free. There is no peace in my mind ever. Even when I sleep I have these & many more thoughts bothering me. I wake up every morning with a subconsicous list of things to be done both professional & personal.
This subconcious traumatic listing is very much present on the weekends also. So, a Saturday morning is the same as any other weekday or even more worser as I have more time & no office.
I was trying to trace this back to its root cause & all that I could recollect someone telling me "To succeed in life , an Individual has to learn daily & has to be a better performer today than He was yesterday".
Since, that day which I guess was year & a half ago till today I have always wanted to do everything possible I could to learn & be better. There was a time when I jotted down all the things I did throughout the day & compared it to the previous. And, now with time I have a virtual diary in my MIND which keeps reminding me of all the things that are yet to be done.
Good or bad I still can't decide but I really want to know whether I am the only one or there are many out there.
Well..nice attempt..for once keep your mind free and simply flow with the time...you will be surprised to find many things which you hadn't planned..
ReplyDeleteThanks Ashi. I guess I have to start doing that & save myself the continous mental pressure. Anywhich ways I like surprises hopefully onle the best ones are in store for me.
Deletedecide what you like to do in life and after that dedicate your time and energy in finding work in which you do what you liked the most
ReplyDeleteThanks for the suggestion Hitesh. Your comment was a surprise. Thats a very sorted approach I must say. I will surely try doing it.
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